Do i sound anorexic?

i eat my meals and snacks. sometiems i eat when i probably shouldnt or need to. i would saya lot of meals are rather small and i dont always eat when im hungry.. i exercise when ever i get the chance and i think im extreamly fat. i weigh 83 lbs and im 5'0 . my weight changes every week in the range from 80-85. most weeks its 83 or 82 but when im lucky im 80 or sometiems 79! :) i want to weigh in 65. its been my goal weight for a looong time now. i think im really fat. i feel insecure in public because i feel fat. i look terrible in a swimsuit my stomach isnt flat and my legs are soooo big! i always look at my flaws. not the flaws like oh i have a pimple my fat flaws. i look in the mirror all the time and i will be like ' my things are big' 'i dont have a flat stomach' i just always think im fat! do you think im anorexic despite that i eat? cuz a lot of people think i am on here ( people in the vegetarian abd vegan section think i am) so do you think im anorexic?